Today's Conversation
Me: Good Morning
Me: Please say something
Him: Sorry was in the shower. Good Morning :)
Me: I like you in the shower :) I just got out myself
Him: It's freezing in this basement. I hate it
Me: It's 57 in the house right now and 44 outside
Him: :/
Me: Hard nipples! LOL
Him: LOL for serious! So how are you today?
Me: Everyone is happy with cute panties
Him: LOL for serious
Me: [sent picture]
Him: Cute would be my second opinion. My first is "damn that's hot" LOL
Me: Well, you give me a hard time about not wearing them, so I am wearing them for you today
Him: Aren't I the lucky one. Mine are black...But they aren't pantis. LOL
Me: That's hot...Just makes you hotter ;)
Him: Yes, black with white pin stripes...It's like I'm going to a formal. LMAO
Me: Well then thanks for returning the favor!
Him: Huh?
Me: I showed you mine
Him: I'm already at work...
Me: Nice excuse
Him: [sent picture]
Me: LOL...way to accomodate
Him: Thanks, I try ;)
Me: Cold days make me think of you :)
Me: [driving to work] Weird...Random, orange cones in the road
Me: Are you still planning on driving down at Thanksgiving? I'd like to surprise my family.
Him: Can't get the time off :( I'll be staying here with Andrea and Mike
Me: Well, you can always come up here...And we can go over and see Bayonne. Monica and Bob would love to see you.
Him: I've already told Mike and Andrea I'll be here. I don't know, I told you I wasn't making plans that far off because I don't know what I'll be doing. Plus you have to think, if I'm seeing someone around that time, I can't do that.
Me: Please see that I am trying here...I'm doing the big and little things. You are always afraid that this is temporary, and I'm showing you that it isn't.
Him: I know, and I see, I'm sorry. I just can't reciprocate all that you are giving right now. I need my time and space to search a little so I can be sure of myself and what I want for my future.
Me: I'm not asking you to reciprocate right now. But please see that I'm serious about my intentions with you, that I'm willing to go the distance. Would you consider coming up the weekend I get my wisdom teeth out? My mom and Richs will be gone that Saturday and Sunday, so I will have no one around. Then, if I feel better Sunday, we can go over to Bayonne for brunch.
Him: I don't know yet. I'm not keen on another instance of what happened yesterday. You need to understand that nothing you do right now will change how I feel. I need time and enought of it to see what else is out there
Me: It's the real thing...I don't want us to be those people who miss out on all those years together. I would much rather spend them traveling to Scotland together, spending the holidays together, and loving you with every breath that's in this body.
Him: I can't promise you anything. If I start dating someone you won't be able to do and say these things. I want to date and I will date. I'm doing something tomorrow night and you are going to have to respect that.
Him: We had all those years together and they were pissed away. I will date and see where that takes me. Might even make me a better man and take some of this bitterness and anger out of me. I can't be with you right now. That's final.
Me: I just want you to see that I am a different person now. Let me show you that. Those years weren't all a waste. They have helped me see that you are my life, you and no other. I want to wake up next to you every morning and make love to you. To touch you and hold you, caressing your beautiful body. To explore new things with you, cause at least what we have on a physical level, we have with no one else.
Him: And that may be in my future, but it isn't for the present. I will date and make sure that it's right.
Me: I know you can't give me your heart right now. I have alot to prove but give me the chance to do that.
Him: I can't right now. I'm sorry.
Me: Give me a chance. I'm not asking you to jump into a serious relationship. I know you can't do that. But let me do things for you, to you, and with you. We had an amazing time this weekend together...Come up next weekend and hang out with me.
Him: I can't give you the chance you want. I'm doing my best at a friendship right now, it's the best I can give but you need to respect it, as well as its boundaries.
Him: I can't this weekend and I won't be doing that. No matter what you show me, I've already told you it's not going to change things. All that will is time and you need to respect that. If you can't I'll have to take measures I really don't want to take.
Me: It's not this weekend it's the following. And I respect that. But just as I have to put myself in your shoes, please see mine. I have this amazing guy in my life and we've had our share of ups and downs. I've hurt him in the past, but in the past few months I've truely come to realize how much I love him and what he means to my existance. But he is afraid to let me in and is still angry with me and I just want to show him that I have changed and want to be all that he needs and give him all the he needs and wants. That I live my life for him and what he means to me.
Him: I know that, but I need time away from this. If you truely mean these things then time won't change it. I need a "reset" and the only way to do that is time away from you
Me: I've never been patient when it comes to knowing exactly what I want. I don't want you to forget about me. I would truely die of a broken heart.
Him: You will have to be patient. I want to date someone else before I even consider this because as I said, I've been shaken. I now need to see if you really are the one and the only way to find out is like this. Now like I said, this matter needs to be closed.
Me: I'm sorry, I'm just hurting and it's not just because of yesterday
Him: I know and I'm doing my best to remember the hurt you must be feeling, but I can only do so much
Me: Please say something
Him: Sorry was in the shower. Good Morning :)
Me: I like you in the shower :) I just got out myself
Him: It's freezing in this basement. I hate it
Me: It's 57 in the house right now and 44 outside
Him: :/
Me: Hard nipples! LOL
Him: LOL for serious! So how are you today?
Me: Everyone is happy with cute panties
Him: LOL for serious
Me: [sent picture]
Him: Cute would be my second opinion. My first is "damn that's hot" LOL
Me: Well, you give me a hard time about not wearing them, so I am wearing them for you today
Him: Aren't I the lucky one. Mine are black...But they aren't pantis. LOL
Me: That's hot...Just makes you hotter ;)
Him: Yes, black with white pin stripes...It's like I'm going to a formal. LMAO
Me: Well then thanks for returning the favor!
Him: Huh?
Me: I showed you mine
Him: I'm already at work...
Me: Nice excuse
Him: [sent picture]
Me: LOL...way to accomodate
Him: Thanks, I try ;)
Me: Cold days make me think of you :)
Me: [driving to work] Weird...Random, orange cones in the road
Me: Are you still planning on driving down at Thanksgiving? I'd like to surprise my family.
Him: Can't get the time off :( I'll be staying here with Andrea and Mike
Me: Well, you can always come up here...And we can go over and see Bayonne. Monica and Bob would love to see you.
Him: I've already told Mike and Andrea I'll be here. I don't know, I told you I wasn't making plans that far off because I don't know what I'll be doing. Plus you have to think, if I'm seeing someone around that time, I can't do that.
Me: Please see that I am trying here...I'm doing the big and little things. You are always afraid that this is temporary, and I'm showing you that it isn't.
Him: I know, and I see, I'm sorry. I just can't reciprocate all that you are giving right now. I need my time and space to search a little so I can be sure of myself and what I want for my future.
Me: I'm not asking you to reciprocate right now. But please see that I'm serious about my intentions with you, that I'm willing to go the distance. Would you consider coming up the weekend I get my wisdom teeth out? My mom and Richs will be gone that Saturday and Sunday, so I will have no one around. Then, if I feel better Sunday, we can go over to Bayonne for brunch.
Him: I don't know yet. I'm not keen on another instance of what happened yesterday. You need to understand that nothing you do right now will change how I feel. I need time and enought of it to see what else is out there
Me: It's the real thing...I don't want us to be those people who miss out on all those years together. I would much rather spend them traveling to Scotland together, spending the holidays together, and loving you with every breath that's in this body.
Him: I can't promise you anything. If I start dating someone you won't be able to do and say these things. I want to date and I will date. I'm doing something tomorrow night and you are going to have to respect that.
Him: We had all those years together and they were pissed away. I will date and see where that takes me. Might even make me a better man and take some of this bitterness and anger out of me. I can't be with you right now. That's final.
Me: I just want you to see that I am a different person now. Let me show you that. Those years weren't all a waste. They have helped me see that you are my life, you and no other. I want to wake up next to you every morning and make love to you. To touch you and hold you, caressing your beautiful body. To explore new things with you, cause at least what we have on a physical level, we have with no one else.
Him: And that may be in my future, but it isn't for the present. I will date and make sure that it's right.
Me: I know you can't give me your heart right now. I have alot to prove but give me the chance to do that.
Him: I can't right now. I'm sorry.
Me: Give me a chance. I'm not asking you to jump into a serious relationship. I know you can't do that. But let me do things for you, to you, and with you. We had an amazing time this weekend together...Come up next weekend and hang out with me.
Him: I can't give you the chance you want. I'm doing my best at a friendship right now, it's the best I can give but you need to respect it, as well as its boundaries.
Him: I can't this weekend and I won't be doing that. No matter what you show me, I've already told you it's not going to change things. All that will is time and you need to respect that. If you can't I'll have to take measures I really don't want to take.
Me: It's not this weekend it's the following. And I respect that. But just as I have to put myself in your shoes, please see mine. I have this amazing guy in my life and we've had our share of ups and downs. I've hurt him in the past, but in the past few months I've truely come to realize how much I love him and what he means to my existance. But he is afraid to let me in and is still angry with me and I just want to show him that I have changed and want to be all that he needs and give him all the he needs and wants. That I live my life for him and what he means to me.
Him: I know that, but I need time away from this. If you truely mean these things then time won't change it. I need a "reset" and the only way to do that is time away from you
Me: I've never been patient when it comes to knowing exactly what I want. I don't want you to forget about me. I would truely die of a broken heart.
Him: You will have to be patient. I want to date someone else before I even consider this because as I said, I've been shaken. I now need to see if you really are the one and the only way to find out is like this. Now like I said, this matter needs to be closed.
Me: I'm sorry, I'm just hurting and it's not just because of yesterday
Him: I know and I'm doing my best to remember the hurt you must be feeling, but I can only do so much
