Tides of change?
So yesterday I did not get the change to post here on my blog. I spent the day, at work, in the conference room, working on a presentation for my boss. Yesterday's texts started out in the same fashion as the day before's, sexual in nature, but then they changed. An agent in our office drives a blue BMW 525. So, I took a picture of the car and sent it to him and told him that it was hot and that I would support his decision to get one. That started us down the path of talking about BMWs and I asked him if I could get one too. He asked me what color I wanted and I told him to surprise me, and he chose silver. I asked him if he was going to put a bow on it when he surprises me with it and he said "no, that's Lexus." He said he would either get me a custom license plate or tint for the windows...I chose the plate, and asked him what it would say. His reply was "HER HTNS". Now, the background on that is that we refer to his current car as The Hotness. So, then I told him that if he gets a BMW as well, what would his plate say then...he said he didn't know, so I took a shot and said "how about HIS HTNS". He agreed that it fit. And thus we had come up with His & Her BMWs for the two of us. Then as I was leaving the office last night, I noticed that the "check engine" light had turned off in my car. That light came on last Friday...and yes, I drove down to Maryland with my check engine light on to see him. When I noticed it was off, I immediately thought to myself that it was a sign. I needed to "check my engine" and guess what...I did. That light stayed on, in my car, until yesterday, when the conversation begin to change between he and I. I look at it as a sign. Then, the conversation today kept taking on this new turn...here is a part of it...
Him: So my parents got a package from you, huh? ;)
Me: Yeah, they did :)
Him: That was very sweet of you. My dad even started asking about you and when I was going up there and everything. I was shocked...Bout time he gets his brownies ;)
Me: Yeah, they were for his birthday
Him: Yep! Good stuff!
Me: Yeah, Patrick said they were pretty good too which made me a happy eppo!
Him: When did you talk to my brother?!?!?!?
Me: Last night
Him: He IM you?
Me: Yeah, we talked a little
Him: Cool, about what?
Me: Just chit chat, how the other was doing
Him: I see. That's cool. My mom had good things to say about you. Didn't expect that given that she knows everything
Me: Yeah, same with my mom
Him: Makes me wonder what it all means
Me: I don't know. My mom even invited you to come up
Him: Which my mom thinks I should do...Seems weird
Me: Any my mom said it would be nice to see you
Him: Don't get excited, this in no way means it will happen, but I'm thinking of doing it
Him: ...And one more thing, I swear to God, if I go out on a limb and you fuck me over with this and I look like the fool again, I'll make sure that I hurt you back and make your life hell. :) Now that that unpleasantness is aside...
Him: Hope I didn't scare you with what I said. Still skeptical that this isn't a phase
Me: No, it didn't scare me...And I deserved it...
Him: I mean it when I say that is scares me...There's nothing stopping you from reverting to past ways, ya know. I'll admit I've never seen this side to you and I love it, I just want to make sure it isn't defcon 4 on your part to keep me around
Then he started talking about his friends...
Him: You are aware you will never be welcomed around Andrea or in her house
Me: I don't care about Andrea, and if she wants to hang my past over my head, then that is her decision
Me: My father also said that about you once...
Him: I know he did, and he has nothing on Andrea or her ability to hang stuff over anyones head forever. You make her like you and then you really have changed
Me: You'd be surprised...Andrea doesnt even know me as a person, what she knows of me is what she has heard and seen through you and Tom
Him: And that's enough...To get to Andrea you have to go through Tom. I don't see you doing this
Me: At lease I never told her to go to hell, like you did to my mother, and she's just reiterated that you should come up
Him: LOL I'm just letting you know
Me: Tom and Andrea will come with time...Tom is your best friend, and best friends worry, but in the end, they want you to be happy...At least that's how it's supposed to work
Him: Well, it's a ways off. Don't think you're in the clear with me either missy
Me: I would not assume
Him: So my parents got a package from you, huh? ;)
Me: Yeah, they did :)
Him: That was very sweet of you. My dad even started asking about you and when I was going up there and everything. I was shocked...Bout time he gets his brownies ;)
Me: Yeah, they were for his birthday
Him: Yep! Good stuff!
Me: Yeah, Patrick said they were pretty good too which made me a happy eppo!
Him: When did you talk to my brother?!?!?!?
Me: Last night
Him: He IM you?
Me: Yeah, we talked a little
Him: Cool, about what?
Me: Just chit chat, how the other was doing
Him: I see. That's cool. My mom had good things to say about you. Didn't expect that given that she knows everything
Me: Yeah, same with my mom
Him: Makes me wonder what it all means
Me: I don't know. My mom even invited you to come up
Him: Which my mom thinks I should do...Seems weird
Me: Any my mom said it would be nice to see you
Him: Don't get excited, this in no way means it will happen, but I'm thinking of doing it
Him: ...And one more thing, I swear to God, if I go out on a limb and you fuck me over with this and I look like the fool again, I'll make sure that I hurt you back and make your life hell. :) Now that that unpleasantness is aside...
Him: Hope I didn't scare you with what I said. Still skeptical that this isn't a phase
Me: No, it didn't scare me...And I deserved it...
Him: I mean it when I say that is scares me...There's nothing stopping you from reverting to past ways, ya know. I'll admit I've never seen this side to you and I love it, I just want to make sure it isn't defcon 4 on your part to keep me around
Then he started talking about his friends...
Him: You are aware you will never be welcomed around Andrea or in her house
Me: I don't care about Andrea, and if she wants to hang my past over my head, then that is her decision
Me: My father also said that about you once...
Him: I know he did, and he has nothing on Andrea or her ability to hang stuff over anyones head forever. You make her like you and then you really have changed
Me: You'd be surprised...Andrea doesnt even know me as a person, what she knows of me is what she has heard and seen through you and Tom
Him: And that's enough...To get to Andrea you have to go through Tom. I don't see you doing this
Me: At lease I never told her to go to hell, like you did to my mother, and she's just reiterated that you should come up
Him: LOL I'm just letting you know
Me: Tom and Andrea will come with time...Tom is your best friend, and best friends worry, but in the end, they want you to be happy...At least that's how it's supposed to work
Him: Well, it's a ways off. Don't think you're in the clear with me either missy
Me: I would not assume
